no goodbyes...PLEASE?!

Saying goodbye Is never an easy thing But you never said That you'd stay forever So if you must go Darling I'll set you free But I know in time That we'll be together

...lately napaka dami kong pamamaalam na ginawa i don't know but im not really at ease sa ganyang bagay... alot are saying that goodbyes are the beginnings...but for me...hay...ang hirap ma emotion, nakakastress and im really not comfortable with it. beginnings to some kasi its the time of moving on, start of maturity and "closing" that chapter in one's life, e panu pag ayaw mo iclose?

Ohhh I wont try to stop you now from leaving Cuz in my heart I know Love will lead you back Someday I just know that Love will lead you back to my arms Where you belong Sure Sure as stars are shining One day you will find me again It wont be long One of these days Our love will lead you back

...i lost my phone, with the sim...with the memory card...with all my mp3s and wallpapers+personalized themes... masakit? oo sobra... lately lang siya nagsisink in e...twag ko ata dun karma...ang sakit kasi im contented with it, im satisfied na and happy... now its time for me to tell myself that i need to be comfortable with what i have now...its just sad...pinipilit magmove on...

One of these nights We'll I'll hear your voice again Your gonna say How much u miss me You'll walk out this door But someday you'll walk back in Darling I know I know this will be Sometimes it takes To find ur way back

...last night it was a DESPIDIDA for a friend...of my mentor for 2 weeks...fag hag named KATH...ako ang pumalit sa post niya sa work,kakaibang event kasi big bosses where their to join her...well loved ang saya and as for me...MAHIRAP! I don't know and i guess you can't blame me for feeling this way...for two years kath already proven herself, and i know and its normal na i should do it too...but its a lot of pressure in my part cause she has big shoes for me to fill. we had a small talk in between my hosting videoke stint and her sinigang sa baboy dish turned nilaga tasteless sabaw, natuwa ako kasi she said that the post that she'll be leaving will be in good hands...NAMAN! its with my HANDS... pero seriously nakakalungkot kasi i had a good relationship with her kahit mabilis lang ang dami kong natutunan sa kania...its all karizma beybi! at sayang sana di nalang siya umalis...we all compliment each other kasi..now im on my own sampu ng mga proyektong kaniang pinagkatiwala sa akin...TIRA! TIRA!

Love will lead back
Someday I just no that
Love will lead u back to my arms where u belong
Sure
Sure as stars are shining
One day u will find me again
It wont be long
One of these days our love will lead you back

goodbyes talaga is in the air...sadly MR. RUDY "DABOY" FERNANDEZ DIED! cancer ito...nakakatakot, traydor na sakit! im just sad i know kebs ko ba im not related, pero i feel for the family, kahit wala pa kong naexperience na ganyan from my family at sana wag muna wag naman! eh nakakabilib ang pagiging matatag ng pamilya niya lalo na ni ms. lorna t. nakakabilib...muli ako po ay nakikiramay...

But I wont try to stop u now from leaving Coz in my heart I know Love will lead u back Someday I no that Love will lead u back to my arms Where u belong Sure Sure as starts are shining One day u will find me again It wont be long One of these days our Love will lead u back

ako lang ba ito?... ayoko ng goodbyes...ayaoko kasi ng nasasaktan at may nasasaktan...ayoko ng my umiiyak...ayoko ng may malungkot...dapat masaya lang...hindi ako duwag sa mga pamamaalam and i know it can be positive too...ayoko lang talaga...i want the feeling to continue lingering...its me pasensia...o cia gustohin ko man o hindi eh i need to say goodbye see ang lungkot diba? grrr!

*lyrics of LOVE WILL LEAD YOU BACK by KYLA