shit!

ang sarap mag ka gusto lalo na ang main-love...

ayoko ng mga ganito:

- its not you; its me!
- i need time; i need space!
- i need to find myself...
- sorry im so unfair sa yo...
- mahal ko pa pala siya pasensiya ka na....

so on and on and on...

ang dami pa niyan hindi ba? grrr...
bakit ba kasi may mga ganyan!

i remember na ang una kong heartbreak was when i was in 2nd year college. maramirami narin pala kong heartaches na naramdam (just like now). pero minimal lang ito sa na feel ko noon... na i share ko na ito dito so hanapin niyo nalang siya. (bakit ko ba nasabi pa ito?)

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currently isa ko sa mga bading na nagpapaganda (nag gigym, going to spas and facial clinics) para bumenta. aminin hindi niyo lang naman ginagawa yan para sa sarili kundi para sa iba hindi ba?! tse! huwag ipokrita! masakit pero true!
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ang dami ko ng i thought "this is it" ang "the one" pero mailap parin si kupido sa akin! anu beh...but dont get me wrong im in a relationship now pero hindi nga lang totoo (naguguluhan ka ba?, ako rin eh)

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lesson learned: HUWAG MANOOD NG ISANG GAY THEMED FILM NG MAY POTENTIAL PARTNER! (shocks...besides nina's version ng i love you goodbye...panonood na rin ng gay film ay dapat kong iwasan! naku paliit na ng paliit ang buhay pag ibig ko!)

"HAY ANG HIRAP MAIN-LOVE AT UMIBIG-mrs.j"

X is the PRESENT

ang tagal kong naghintay...8 years bago ulit nagtagpo nag aming landas!

first ko siya...sa lahat!

first bf ko siya (2nd year high school ako noon)

sa kiss...

sa hug...

sa homo relationship...ngayon nagbabalik siya, nagbabalik ang 'kami'

siya pala si 'Cy' ang nagpapangiti sa akin ngayon...si 'Cy' ang magpapabreak ng motto ko:

"you can't be friends with your X"

...laman na siya 'ulit' ng isipan ko pero medio natatakot baka masaktan 'ulit' baka ma-'ulit' ang dati pero mukhang na-naiinlove nanaman ako...hay!

"IN LOVE but..."-mrs.j

im living my dream...MY SHOWBIZ DREAM

...so far so good, im loving the experience...im living my dream! im working with diffrent kind of people! but whats best is...im working with the stars!

kaloka>>>

mahirap SOBRA! pero sabi ko nga rin sa sarili ko...WALA NAMANG NAGSABING MADALI E! true! kaya if i have time, like now ay nagbblog talaga ako...gusto kong ishare ang nararamdaman ko...

WRITER NAKO!

nagstart me as a researcher! ayaw ko pa nga nung una eh pero tinuloy ko padin, kung bakit? ewan ko...gusto ko na kasi magkashow sa tagal ba naman ng pagaantay ko e di grab na agad ng oppurtunity noh! and i'm glad i did!

pero up to now di parin talaga ako makapaniwala...

masarap when you live your dream, pero yun nga lang need mo din ng bonggang sacrifice! minsan mapapaisip ka din talaga pero sasabihin mo rin na para doon o para sa kanila din itong ginagawa mo... im just lucky, I MAKE TIME (daw).

SAKA MAGING "CLOSE" KA BA NAMAN SA MGA STARS! CHOOZY PA?!

may ruffa kana...

may papa piolo dyan...

may tito boy din...

at andyan din si krissy!

pero im sorry...may humahabol! si BB G.!

aarte pa ba ko sa trabaho ko?! HINDI NA NOH!

"BIRUIN MO AKO MAY TIME?!"

-mrs.j

i dont have time...NGA BA?

malamig ang simuy ng hangin...

kay sigla ng bawat damdamin...

himig ng paskoy umiiral...

sa loob ng bawat tahanan...

pasko na naman o kay tulin ng araw...

paskong nagdaan tila bagong kailan lang...

its christmas all over the world tonight...

PASKO NA NAMAN NGUNIT WALA KAPA...

TANGING HANGAD KO LANG AY MAKAPILING KA...

...pasko na naman! at malamig na naman ito.

sa aspeto ng pag ibig? akoy YELO

di pa ata ako nagkakaroon ng christmas na mainit..

yung may iniispend with someone lagi kasi akong single!

wiz ako nagkakabf sa ganitong season, either wala or nagbreak before

it reached christmas...

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pag ako may nakikila parati ko sinasabi

"ako i always make time, hindi issue sakin ang oras"

hmmm...

may narealize ako, mukhang hindi ko na magagamit ang linyang yan!

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lately marami naman akong namemeet.

may med student from ateneo, team leader ng call center,

some guys dyan, g4m bis,gays,pamins, some guys dyan at some guys pa ulit.

ewan ko pero halos lahat sinasabi na, ako daw kasi

WALANG TIME.

before naman hindi ito totoo, pero dahil ang dami na nga

talagang nagaganap sa buhay buhay mukahng

WALA NA NGA ATA TALAGANG TIME.

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pero ewan ko ha, ang sa akin pa din. feeling ko i have TIME, hindi ko lang

talaga sila feel or im in a mode na 'i-dont- feel- like- having- a-bf- at- career- muna- dapat' feel.

or sometimes choosy lang talaga! pero para kasing its more of di pa ready talaga.

whats good is, hindi nako masyadong naiingit...slight nalang...sa mga may mg jowa

ang iniisip ko nalang. MAGHIHIWALAY DIN KAYO!bwahaha

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bat ko ba kasi naiisip magsulat ng ganito?

lately kasi i feel the holiday blues pasensiya!

MGA BAKLA ATIN TOH!

Courtesy of Yffar
effort niya yan kaya dapat lang natin itong seryosohin! read along...

Proposed Names:
A. Pink Bloggers Community
B. The Pink Chronicles
C. Rainbow Blogs Philippines
D. Other suggested names that may arise

Goal:
To create a united community of Filipino LGBT Bloggers, that may act as an organization for aspiring LGBT writers and hone their skills by guiding , recognizing their works, and inspiring them to pursue an inner motivation for blogging whether it’s personal, informative or other reasons why they created their blog.

Functions:
a. Making a LGBT Bloggers Directory
b. Providing Weekly Reviews
c. Creating a weekly/ Monthly Award
d. Organizing a Monthly/Weekly chat conference
e. Gathering in an Annual/ Quarterly Eyeball
f. Participating in LGBT Advocacies

Proposed Committees:
a. Marketing and Networking. A separate committee shall search for potential blogs that can join the community and communicate with possible allies such as organizations, publications, etc. that may help in pursuing the goals of the said community.

b. Membership. A committee shall handle possible members of the community and review the contents of the blog whether it is related to the LGBT category or not. Upon approval of the committee, the blog shall now be placed in the Directory.

c. Reviews. A committee will have to conduct weekly reviews on a certain blog about the good features of the blog. Negative feedbacks to improve the blog shall not be posted on the review, it will be discussed in a private manner such as a personal mail to the author by the reviewer. The committee must ensure that all blogs shall be given a review. A member of the committee shall not create a review of his own blog.

d. Events. The committee shall create monthly events that will focus on the interactions between memb ers of the community. Such activities may be held online, via chat/conference, or in a general assembly/ eyeball gathering.

e. Awards. This committee shall conduct a surveys/poll sor other contest s that may recognize the LGBT blogger and his site, e.g. Pink Blog of the Week, or annual LGBT Blog Awards. The committee must have no bias in giving out awards.

f. Web Masters. This committee shall be composed of the committee heads of each team that may discuss on the overall design of the website, input necessary information, create posts, and act as the executive heads of the said community.

g. Other committees shall be created and some proposed above may be dissolved depending on the actual need of the community.

Provisions
a. As a part of the LGBT community, ethical principles must be upheld and violators of the community rules shall cause a member’s blog be out of the directory and he/she will be removed as a member of the said community. Possible violations: Plagiarism, Libel, etc.

b. It will be the discretion of the committee heads if they will include a blog that contains pornography or simple nudity. Proper judgment shall be applied.

c. Other provisions that might arise shall be discussed upon the completion of the said community.

Bloggers that agreed on the creation of the community:
a. Kiks of ABBA
b. Lyka Bergen of The Lyka Bergen Show
c. Mrs J of The Reigning Mizis
d. Jericho of Kape’t Yosi
e. Wilberchie of Wilberchie’s World
f. Yffar of The Rainbow Halohalo Project
g. other bloggers are all welcome to help in building this new community.

comment @
http://rainbowhalohalo.blogspot.com/2008/09/pink-bloggers-community.html

*you can also POST your comments here anything like your suggestions violent reactions, and support! MABUHAY ANG MGA BAKLA!!!!!

ABS CBN, ULCER at PIOLO

yesterday was my final interview for ABS CBN (and yes i passed!-this is one of the changes!)

prior to that...i was in an event my school tour for the Claret School of QC naghalf day me because of the interview nga. pero ewan ko ha...binabadya ata or hindi umaayun ang mga bagay bagay! panu ba naman i was in PAIN! inatake ako ng ULCER! i don't have my medicine with me, late pa yung magiinterview samin and when i say late its like this...we waited 3 hours, in short im in PAIN for 3 hours! i swear handa na kong mamatay sa sakit! dahil lang its my dream to work for ABS CBN tiniis ko siya. thank god nalang my friend had a pain reliever umokay ng konti and so during the interview kahit namimilipit sa sakit sinabi ko nalang na:

"i'm just cold sir"

...buti nalang i passed, now i just need to pass din my MEDICAL, medio scary kasi im taking meds for this ULCER.

ang daming trials bago ako makapunta sa dream ko!

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umuwi akong STIIL IN PAIN! SOBRA! bumili ng gamot at sinalampak ang mga ito sa aking bibig para humupa ang sakit...ngayon di ako pumasok sa HALLMARK para magpahinga. medio masakit padin humihilab...buntis ata ako?

nang ako'y natulog napanaginipan ko si PIOLO PASCUAL, YES! si papa P.

THIS PART OF THE STORY IS MEDIO IN NEED OF
PARENTAL CONSENT GUIDANCE IS ADVISED

nasa isang kwarto ako...
malinis...mabango...habang tinatatanung ang sarili: bakit ko narito?
napansin ko nalamang ang isang kamang balut ng kumot at unan na kulay puti...
tinahak ko iyon habang pumapalapit may napansin akong isang lalaking nakahiga...
hulog ata siya ng langit sa sobrang kagwapuhan...suot niya lamang ay puting pantabing sa kanyang hinaharap...bakat na bakat iyon. hinuhulma ang aking kalalakihang meron siya.

naglaway ako...

kaya dali dali akong tumakbo at humiga sa kamang kanyang hinihigaan... ang bawat daliri ng akong kamay ay dahan dahang dumadampi sa makinis at matipunong pangngatawan.
ginagantihan niya lamang ako ng ngiti habang pababa ang aking mga kamay sa kanyang dibdib doon ko sinubukang paglaruan ang kanyang mga utong, may tila pagungol akong narinig mula sa kanyang mga bibig. patuloy ang pagbaba sa kanyang puson na aking dinilaan ng bahagya...umabot iyon sa iilang buhok na karugtung paibaba sa kanyang naghuhumnindig na kargada, hangang sa...TAMA NA NGA ITO...

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oo kung anu man ang siniisip nio oo NAISUBO KO! ayun...partida ha inuulcer pa ko nyan pero naiisip ko si papa p! infairness daks siya at malinis! haha...nababastus ako SA SARILI KO! haha...never ko naman nagustuhan si piolo or pinantasya...duamting lng siguro siya to ease my pain kahit sa panaginip lang...tama na talaga i have young bloggers din na nagbabasa nito.

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magpapaalam na ko...ayoko talaga nito!, nalalapit na...alam na nila actually. confirmation lang na final ang kailangan nila...hay...all for reaching my dream talaga!

Currently...

im currently...

blogging...answering to ron's comment...

thinking

watching Iisa pa Lamang...envying how matt's dad despite of being harsh to matt still had the willingness to atleast make him feel that he is important...

thinking

i'm reading the ebook which i secretly printed in the office using, atleast, scratch papers its the now currently trying to achieve Harry Potter status, the TWILIGHT...

thinking

i'm messaging a gay guy in my multiply, we're as if friends...its because of the gladiators i tried to buy but due to bad service i refused to...

thinking

at work, i feel weak...i mean i can't surpass their expectations, is it because i'm distracted with the upcoming CHANGE?

thinking

i have a problem when it comes to finding love hmmm...everytime i see a guy i always ASSUME his the one. and ALWAYS ending up DISAPPOINTED. whats weird is...i NEVER LEARN!

thinking

i'm feeling anxious but the same time excited, i'm actually looking forward with the CHANGE thats coming to my life.

thinking

what now? im trying to be sensible (is there such a word?), more sensible so that i can be measured with the other blogger. MAHIRAP NG MASABIHAN...

still thinking...

a very special person?. please stand up!

just got home from the cinema...pinanood ko na ang a A VERY SPECIAL LOVE.
NO! this is not another post just like others who reviewed, gave comments nor criticized Sarah's wig in this film...

this is just me who enjoyed the film but had a realization right after... while going home...naSAD ako...

"magisa padin ako"

I can't remember when was the last time i had a serious relationship...di ko alam kung ito'y by choice dahil busy or ito'y wala lang...wala lang may gusto. napapatanong ako minsan...PANGIT ba ko? yuck! tigilan nga ito...umeeetchos lang ako...

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pero seriously... i tried searching... now i'm waiting...hay...till when?

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when will you come? asan ka na ba?...traffic ba? sabi ko sayo mag train kana e...madami ba mashado? hmmm...taxi? sige na ako nalang magbabayad! (bayan...mamasang?) mabait ako... i don't bite! hay... when will my very special LOVE come?

CHANGE! (Update)

...sabi ko na it will create a fuzz eh! nilagay ko lang yang pichur na yan
para...wala lang! for a CHANGE!
nabore ako while waiting some friends fit their dresses so anu pa ba ginawa ko...
edi nagfit ng palihim! 5 inches yan mga ate! imagine height ko? 6'4 na!
...and PLEASE!!! HINDI KO PLAN MAG PA-SEX CHANGE ANUH!
wait nalang kasi kayo sa pagbabago!

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i want CHANGE!

...sabi nga nila:
|the only permanent thing in LIFE is CHANGE!|
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i BELIEVE! thats why i want CHANGE!!!

...you'll see CHANGE ...Soon!

Quote to Quote

...some thing to think about...
got this from a fellow blogger --> RONeiluke

Albert Camus once wrote, "Blessed are the hearts that can bend. They shall never be broken." But I wonder.... If there's no breaking, then there's no healing. And if there's no healing, then there is no learning. And if there's no learning, then there's no struggle. But the struggle is a part of life, so must all hearts be broken ?...

--lucas scott

GAWD! I MISS YOU!

...ngayon lang ako magshashare ng ganito pagpasensiyahan nio na
...pabugso bugso ang aking damdamin
this maybe the story na forever kong itetreasure...
so far this is MY LOVE STORY

i dont know what to say...

im just allowing my feelings to flow...yuck medio emo...senti mode po ako..

its been like what? 4 years? but i still feel the same feelings. parang kahapon lang siya pero bat ganito pa din ang ang dating niya sakin...nagyon lang ako magshare nito actually iba ang pakiramdam ko...

i've been visiting some multiply page of my contacts and i stumbled upon my buddy's account...for the reason that i know his bday is getting near so i wanted to say hi...and eventually it led me to see his pics...i saw common faces...people i knew from school, from my extra curricular activities... i saw pics from his trips pix with kuya martin and all...until i saw this particular set of album where in, i saw his closest friends i believe that its a celebration last march and.....................................

pffft!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i saw him! and ayun nanumbalik ang lahat...

i tried to look for his link kahit pa sobrang kabado ako...i saw it na before pero wala pa siyang laman and now that i believe it has contents na...i tried to open it...pero honestly im hesitant una because i know he will see me and eventually he can visit my page. we haven't communicate since we parted when i was in my later year during my 1st year in ust... he studied in ue...i dont know if he graduated already but his taking up nursing. his one fine man. got values and a guy you wouldn't be ashamed of telling the whole world that this guy is something and that you love him.

wahhhhhhhhhh...agrgg.......... i'm getting to emotional already...so moving on.

i gathered all my strength and eventually i clicked his link..and there it seems like his been active sa multiply for his last login states that he just logged out form his acct. i saw an album just a single one (i'm not sure if he has others for we are not friends)...ahhhh

i miss him... i really do..i couldn't stop typing! about my feelings towards him!

i don't know i had a few relationships but his impact still lingers! is he my first love? maybe...is he my true love? i dont know. i just can't forget those eyes! i can still imagine those lips hayyyyy....

all our moments together are my most memorable...

he made me warched and appreciate broadway films more...his even one of the reason why i persistentky study theater more...i love RENT because of him! i love greenwhich pizza because of him! i started to read poetry and he influenced me in writing literaries...

hay....

i don't know what to say...

we met at gateway.. feb.15 2005, we wtached the opening of BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN its weird kasi we didn't talk that much during the movie but there are times when we tried to hold each others hands... its so cute kinikilig ako ngayon...his may friend pala in one of those first LGBT networking sites. anyways that date led to another we ate at cibo! he treated me! he introduced me to a green grape shake that up to now its the only drink i ordered everytime i dine in cibo.

since then i visit him....even if my gap seniors are a bit mad cause i wanted to go home early...during that time i was in training, for i will run for a local council,

during those times i prayed continously to God to allow me to have this "relationship" last long. for i believe that i want him..i need him... i even prayed that its okay for me to loose in the election just to make that particular request happend.

but i believe that things are meant to happen its already planned! ergggggg!!!

i hate this.. i can't believe that im about to cry now, wait stop!

i just miss him!

and so the night came, and d worst thing that could ever happen to me, then, was he saying goodbye to me! i was so hurt! i cried the whole night and it was the night after the result of the election! which i believe all of you knew that i lost...

life sucks!

it sucks big time! i lost my fight for just 30+ votes and i lost my "special" friend who showed me how to fall in love...

i had a talked with our outgoing ad and one of the closest of my buddy....

i told her our story and i know she feels for me. i even told her that i want to take a leave in school and jjust stay at home... i know a bit crazy but can you blame me.. i lost the election...and i lost the one i love?...and i was 1st year then!


days passed
weeks ended

i pretended to be okay.. i pretended to move on...

god! i soo miss him now!
when i'm stressed i continously watched the RENT copy that i have...

seasons of love- is i believe "our" theme song for him!

i'm pausing now to get a drink...

hay..........

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years came.. i still smiles everytime i had a chance to see something that reminds me of him!

iba siya...iba talaga!

now that i saw him again kahit pic lang... nauulit lahat.. gusto kong balikan!
that night when we bid goodbye... i cried you cried.. i know that its real...its sincere...sabi ko nga sayo diba ayaoko ng umiiyak ka! ayoko ng nakakadama ka ng sakit.. kasi mas ako ang nasasaktan..remember the neclace? you made me a poem out of it its in one of my networking sites do you still have it? we both laugh because it doesn't fit your neck.. but its okay i saw you smile when you received it...
...
to your friends can you give me naman some updates about him...i just want to know..HEHE
and please be quiet nahihiya kasi ko..
...

AND TO YOU, so if you happend to stumble upon this post or a friend will show this to you, pasensiya kana...senti lang hehe and i just want to say that i miss you...and thank you that you're one of the reasons why i happened to know LOVE

caloy

...Makinig ka po...
Umayaos ka, mahirap yan...
di maganda kung palagi mong di naiintindihan.

P.S...katatapos lang ng event ko!
at pagod pa ko, ibang binyag ito!

LOVE me...please?

BONGGANG UPDATE: NAGCOMMENT NA ANG AUTHOR NA SI SIEGE SA POST NA ITO...
NAKAKATUWA AT NAKITA NIA ANG AKING BLOG! INFAIRNESS CUTIE ANG KUYA(?) MO! HERES THE LINK TO HIS BLOG.



ANG GUSTO KONG LOVE
by siege (some UP alumni)

Ang gusto kong love
Yung masarap magbigay nang backrub
Yung hindi mahihiyang makipaghalikan sa taxicab
Yun, yun ang masarap na love

Ang gusto kong love
Yung tipong pipigilan ka mag-yosi
Di ka papayagang mag-sindi
Kaya matututo kang maglumlum nang candy
Kasi nga, bawal na sayo magyosi
Allergic daw sya sa yosi
Tapos magmomonologue nang:
°Magyoyosi ka na naman? Kakayosi mo lang, ah
Nagyosi ka na nga bago kumain
Magyoyosi ka pa pagkatapos kumain
Pang-apat na stick mo na yan
Akala ko ba sabi mo di ka na magyoyosi?
Di mo ata ako love, eh.¡±
Pero actually
Lahat nang tao sa bahay nila, adik sa yosi
Nanay nya, tatay nya, mga kuya nya
Allergy-allergy¡¦Meron bang allergy sa yosi?
Alam nyo yun, yung tipong
Gusto nya lang masabi nang mga tao na
°O kita nyo, napasunod nya yung boyfriend nya
Yung tipong ganun ka-controlling
Yun. Yun ang tipo kong love
Medyo controlling.

Ang gusto kong love
Yung hindi mahihiyang magpalibre
Kahit compared sayo, yung allowance nya doble
Yung pagmanonood kayo nang sine
Hinding-hindi maglalabas nang wallet
Hihintayin kang magbayad para sa ticket
Kaya kahit para sa bulsa mo masakit
Iisipin mo na lang
°Ayos lang, love ko naman
Pero sana, sya naman gumastos paminsan-minsan.¡±
Yung tipong ganun na love
Kasi feeling ko, pagnahihiya sya gastusin ang pera mo
Nahihiya rin syang tanggapin ang love mo
Yun. Yun ang tipo kong love.
Medyo magastos.

Ang gusto kong love
Yung tipong pagkasama nyo ang barkada mo
Biglang makikipagkwentuhan sa iyo tunkol
Sa mga topics na hindi naman alam nang barkada mo
Para lang ma-alienate ang barkada mo
And just to show it to them na
Meron na kayong sariling mundo.
Yung tipong biglang makikipagkwentuhan sayo
Tunkol sa plans nyo na mag-out-of-town this summer
O kaya tungkol dun sa movie date nyo
Na as usual ay ikaw ang magbayad
So hindi tuloy makakasabay yung mga barkada mo sa usapan
Dahil kayong dalawa lang ang nagkakaintindihan
Kaya susubukan mong ibahin ang topic
Pero ibabalik nya dun sa plano nyong pumunta nang Subic
O kaya bigla nyang maiisipan na i-update ka
Tunkol sa buhay-buhay nang mga friends nya
Kaya yung mga friends MO, naka-tunganga
Kasi kayong dalawa lang ang tawa nang tawa
Yun. Yun ang tipo kong love.
Medyo elitista.

Ang gusto kong love
Yung mumurahin ka sa text pag hindi ka nakapagreply
Kasalanan mo bang maubusan nang load
Sa gitna nang immersion nyo sa Sitio Payonggayong
Sa gitna nang Mindoro Occidental?
(Tunog nang Text: Tutututut-tututut)
°Hi, LOVE. WHAT R U DOING?
(Tunog nang text)
°HEY, BAKIT DI KA REPLY. SAD FACE.
(Tunog nang text)
°HMPH. BUSY KA ATA. SIGE GUDNAYT NA.
(Tunog nang text)
°PUTANGINANGMONGHAYOPKA. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. OK FINE, WAG KA MAGREPLY. NAGSESEX KAYO NO? NAGSESEX KAYO NO? **** KA. ****.
(Tunog nang text)
°Hoy. Sorry na. Ikaw kasi eh. Di ka nagrereply. Sorry po. Mwah.
Yung tipong ganun
Yung tipong kaya naimbento ang SUN CELLULAR
Para sa ganung klase nang love
Yung tipong ganun na love
Yun. Yun ang tipo kong love.
Medyo demanding.

Ang gusto kong love
Ang gusto kong love yung pagnasa simbahan kayo
Sa gitna nang misa
Uutusan kang magflex nang bicep mo
Tapos pagpapraktisan nang suntok nya
Palakas nang palakas, tapos magtatanong pa
°Masakit ba?
Ikaw naman, parang tanga
°Hindi, Sige, lakasan mo pa
Pero sa totoo lang, naiiyak ka na
Kasi mga muscles mo namamaga na
Hanggang bukas, braso mo manhid pa
Yun. Yun ang tipo kong love.
Medyo mahilig sa boxing.

Ang tipo kong love
Yung makikipag-agawan pa para sa last piece of pizza
Yung kinikilig pag ika'y kumakanta
Yung ang tawag sa mommy mo, Tita

Yung memorized ang schedule mo every semester
Yung alam kahit na plate number
Nang kotse nang kuya mong Wheelers International Member

Yung makikiprint nang thesis nya
Tunkol sa POSTMODERN THEORIES ON THE TRI-MEDIA
Kasi nang-hihinayang daw sya
Baka daw maubos ang ink nila

Yung tatanungin ka kung sino ang mas gusto mo ma-i-kama
Sya ba o si Jen Rosendhal ba?
Tapos maiinis pang sumagot ka.
Naman, si Jen yun eh. Ano naman ineexpect nya?

Ang gusto kong love?
Yung sa akin lang sya in-love.

THOMASIAN BEAUTIES

...PAGEANT SEASON once again mga bakla!! its time for us to revive our status in the international race of which country has the most beautiful and has the most number of crown. i read an article that china replaced us already after winning Ms. World last year...lets see! di kasi THOMASIAN ANG MGA NANANALO!

...but before my fellow THOMASIAN,

Bb. Pilipinas-Universe '08, Jennifer Barrientos- a Tourism graduate

compete for Miss Universe 2008 this July 2008 in Vietnam

isa pa ulit local pageant and known for its LOVE FOR THE EARTH ang magaganap muna. May 11 2008 at the Crowne Plaza Manila telecast in ABS CBN 2.

MISS PHILIPPINES-EARTH 2008

...and again 3 of the 41 candidates are THOMASIANS! bongga diba?!

here they are in their Long Gown Competition:

Miss La Union- Ma. Kristina Tabas

...a Behavioral Science graduate

Miss Marikina- Ma. Angelica Liboon

...a Communication Arts graduate

Miss Obando, Bulacan- Marian Michelle Oblea

...a Pharmacy graduate

...Miss Obando won Best in Long gown!

iba talaga kaming mga TOMASINO diba?! now in their Bathing Suit

during the press preview:

Miss La Union

si Tabby ay nako...beauty inside and out! she is the president of a univ-wide organization in UST, UST UNICEF o diba?! bongga for a cause talaga ang beauty nia!

Miss Marikina

unlike some of the candidates Maica is really representing her city, she actually won the title at isa sa past time ng lola mo ang pag sali sa mga modelling or beauty pageant- ka kors ko kaya makapal ang fez!

Miss Obando

kung si maica eh hobby lang ito si Michelle ay buhay nia! she was Miss UST 2006, she joined last years' Mutya ng Pilipinas and won Best in Terno. career kung career ang ate kong ito! di ako magtataka if she's in Binibini next year!

o diba di mo maipagkakailang parang ako lang?haha

next competition naman ay in their Regional Costume girls pasok! :

according 'to sa pagkakaexplain nila ng costume.

La Union

because her province is known for the beaches na sight daw for surfing

kaya it is the waves of the sea inspired gown!

Marikina

in her shoes inspired pink gown, because marikina nga naman eh known for shoe making!

Obando

known for those who wants to have a baby or di pa nabibiyayaan kaya sila sumasayaw and that is why she is wearing a fertility dance inspired gown!

...sadly competition ito at maraming threat! and in my opinion

she is Miss Candaba, Pampanga!

o dyosa diba?! marunong umimote si ate mo!

at mukhang nangangarir din itong kapampangang ito

bakit ba ka nio?!!! o eto...

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pero papahuli ba kami ni goddess?! hindi yata!

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kami may CORONA NA! sila iaachieve pa! tsuk!

kudos to http://www.pilipinasbeauties.com/, http://www.opmb.com/, http://www.powerhousebeauties.com/ and http://www.missphilippines-earth.com/

season3

fresh from p.Galera...

it's time for changes!

reigningMISIZ 3RD CHAPTER NA!

mrs.j on:

...life

...learning

...love

...moving on (prologue sa 3rd chapter ni mrs.j)

honestly...i don't know what to say...kanina pa ko naka online and my blogspot's new post window is just open waiting for me to...well type something?!...may be this is suppose to be my "school-ender" or my primer for my "3rd chapter", i don't know...di ko lang alam panu sisimulan...di ko alam kung ano ang sasabihin... basta this will be random...kung anu alang ang pumasok sa isip ko...





16 years...


and still counting





TAPOS NA! ang pagiging estudyante ko sa paaralan...hay grabe kay tagl na paglalakbay...madaming assignments na ginawa, pinagawa at di ginawa. projects na kinarir...chinika lang...ganda lang. may mga quizzes na inovernyt to study...may in passing at may binagsak padin at syempre sa mga exams na talagang inaral...kinopya...at parang wala lang hehe tapos na sia...parang kailan lang pero ang tagal din pala...tapos na ang pag-aaral pero dipa doon natatapos ang learning...it never ends yes im finished with school but im still a freshy in this school called: REAL WORLD...i must admit i'm scared but there's nothing i could do but go on...grabe gaya nga ng sinasabi ko sa mga many interviews ko, my school (UST) for four years ive been equipped with enough knowledge and empowered me through hands on experience that prepared me in whatever field i may choose. (dating scripted na! haha!) so enough na yun siguro para makipagsabayan ako sa buhay...pero if mayroong formula na pwede bilin aba! pakyawin ko na yan! hmmmph... kung may alam ka? ishare mo nga...well sinu ba may ayaw maging valedictorian or suma cum laude sa REAL WORLD diba?





race to million...





kc with our friend miles grabe we made a pack...race to our million at the age of 23! grabe diba?! by huk or by cruk! hehe basta pag nagkita kita kami after 3 years e dapat may million na kami sa bangko...yes isang malaking goodluck! pero sabi nga ng abs cbn...if you want to dream DREAM BIG!





on love...





tsk tsk tsk... ewan ko ba...dito mukhang hindi pa ko makakagraduate i had 6 relationships pero 3 dun ang masasabi kong serious ng bongga! ewan ko ba pero there was this guy na talagang di ko maforget...kaya kung may babalikan ako...siya na un! basta ng kami ay nag hiwalay ginusto ko mag LOA (leave of absence) ganun ako kadepress...



on life...



i made decisions in the past na SOMETIMES...i wish i didnt make alam mo un? pero pagiisipin mo sia ng bonga...parte padin iyon kung bat ako naging ganito...looking forward to more learnings and discoveries...lalo pa't diz iz it! hay...exciting pero scary din at the same time...can't wait...

sana id be successful talaga, ang dami ko kasing gusto maexperience...i want to travel! naman! europe ang unahin ko...mudang kasi is their! syempre amsterdam-bayan ng mga bakla! ang una kong igo go go go! tapos dun na siguro ako mag2nd degree plano kong magparsons london! bet ko mag fashion design...lately kasi masyado akong na aamze sa fashion talaga as in...kinakabisa ko na ang mga brands maging familiar sa mga designers! last sat. nga di ko pinalampas ang guru ng fashion na si inno s. ang kaniang documentary sa qtv11 ang shoray...malay nio ilang years from now e damit o bags ko ang gamit nio! bongga diba?!



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so far...ang lesson sa buhay na pakiramdam ko ay maganda, parang ako... ay you now sa lahat ng bagay we need to MOVE ON to alaways take forward sa lahat ng bagay. hindi tayo maggrow if we allow ourself to be stagnant and "live in our past" kaya now that i myself had reach another chapter its time again to move on... to something new...basta salamat sa lahat ng mga naging parte...so far ng aking buhay sa pamilya,mga kaibigan,kaaway,kablogger,kasex,mga x,nakasalamuha,mga ginaya,kinairitahan,inidolo,kinantiawan,minahal at kung kaninino pang nagpa bongga sa aking buhay...so far.



SALAMAT NG MADAMI...MAG MOVE ON NA TAYO!

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3RD chapter of reigning MISIZ...soon as in malapit na!