Interesting 300!

WWWWwow...wala akong masabi naka 300 posts na ako! (achievement?!) parang ang bagal ko pala hihi...others naka 500 na, me lost! anyways balak ko sanang mag banggit ng 300 things pero effort yun! kaya eto na lang ill share with you some stuff na i find very interesting---lately lang ito kaya if some of you knows this na already...PASENSIYA! at sa dami na rin ng na share ko kahit papaano simulan na natin ang numbering sa...

297. i made a POST about me being proud sa pinoy na ka join sa britain's so you think you can dance. sa kanilang week 2 ito naman ang couple na nagpatuwa sakin watch it ng ma-gets niyo!
(fave ko yang Speechless by lady gaga...winner!)

- bakit ba kasi hindi ako naging dancer?

298. next itong EVIAN commercial na ito. intesresting PERIOD. ganda ng concept at cute, pero ewan ko ba may part sakin na natatakot sa mga batang ito?

299. an agency na magpapabongga at magpapacouture ng mga known brands sa market. this year ilalaunch ang isang ad/marketing all in one chuchu agency at ito ang ACCESS (from The Cool Hunter group). para sa kanilang first plan... target nila ang MCDONALDS- na alam naman nating lahat ay kilalang fast food chain at ang plano nilang itie up dito para ma-achive ang pagiging high end?= HERMES, GUCCI at BURBERRY! at tatawagin nila itong MC FANCY

nanaisin mo pa bang itapon ang mga lalagyang ito? (o diba eco friendly pa sila!)

- at ang taray dahil may floor plan pa mga lolo niyo para talagang MC FANCY ito!

- goodluck sa PRICES yun nalang! hindi na fast food ito fine dining na! to check the full details and the Groups Profile CLICK HERE

300. LAST: syempre ADS na lang din tayo e papahuli ba lola niyo? starting this year makikita niyo na ito:

ang aking very own vector, as a visual window display sa lahat ng National Bookstores sa Pinas. Taray diba? at ito na ang magiging look nito...

- naging part ako before ng HALLMARK, katuwaan lang ito hanggang sa eto na totohanan na pala siya...o well happy much! :P

*videos courtesy of youtube.com

*pictures from the cool hunter and vincent reyes

...pwede na bang pang 301 post ito? parang napilitan lang..parang hindi naman! hihihi

Lapit na...

...unti unti ng naabot ang pangarap...unti unti naring ihinaharap sa akin ang realidad na hindi biro, madali ang papasukin kong trabajo. maraming bagay na magbabago. oras, pamilya at mga kaibigan. naku baka pati ang mahal kong pagbblog eh mapabayaan ko pero dito naman din kasi ako magiging masaya. matagal ko ng pinapangarap ito ang tagal ko ding inantay ito kaya its now or never talaga!

sana everything is well, maraming walang kasiguraduhan sa larangang ito pero titiisin. this is it...palapit na ng palapit 1 week to go...deployment na (bibigyan na kami ng show) sana sa show na gusto ko, na tama lang ang topak ng mga tao at lasting na show ung hindi pwedeng wala sa abs-cbn.

buti nalang kasama ang aking mga ever loyal friends:

i jump, you jump mga ate ha!?

...ang posible inspirasyon:

uyyy...lalaki agad?

at syempre ang mga makakatrabajo:

papa van! pda season 2

TAMAD

alam mo ba yung feeling na para kang tinatamad?

sa anung mga bagay?! ako sa LAHAT ng aspeto...

hay... i feel so lazy... will this feeling change come TUESDAY AFTRERNOON? i'm again deciding something big for myself..its a matter of DREAM vs PRACTICALITY (is there such a word?)...

i'm confused and scared and being such... i feel so LAZY! hay...please help me pray for this...
may the creator shed me some light...

picture from alyakure of flickr.com

GAWD! I MISS YOU!

...ngayon lang ako magshashare ng ganito pagpasensiyahan nio na
...pabugso bugso ang aking damdamin
this maybe the story na forever kong itetreasure...
so far this is MY LOVE STORY

i dont know what to say...

im just allowing my feelings to flow...yuck medio emo...senti mode po ako..

its been like what? 4 years? but i still feel the same feelings. parang kahapon lang siya pero bat ganito pa din ang ang dating niya sakin...nagyon lang ako magshare nito actually iba ang pakiramdam ko...

i've been visiting some multiply page of my contacts and i stumbled upon my buddy's account...for the reason that i know his bday is getting near so i wanted to say hi...and eventually it led me to see his pics...i saw common faces...people i knew from school, from my extra curricular activities... i saw pics from his trips pix with kuya martin and all...until i saw this particular set of album where in, i saw his closest friends i believe that its a celebration last march and.....................................

pffft!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i saw him! and ayun nanumbalik ang lahat...

i tried to look for his link kahit pa sobrang kabado ako...i saw it na before pero wala pa siyang laman and now that i believe it has contents na...i tried to open it...pero honestly im hesitant una because i know he will see me and eventually he can visit my page. we haven't communicate since we parted when i was in my later year during my 1st year in ust... he studied in ue...i dont know if he graduated already but his taking up nursing. his one fine man. got values and a guy you wouldn't be ashamed of telling the whole world that this guy is something and that you love him.

wahhhhhhhhhh...agrgg.......... i'm getting to emotional already...so moving on.

i gathered all my strength and eventually i clicked his link..and there it seems like his been active sa multiply for his last login states that he just logged out form his acct. i saw an album just a single one (i'm not sure if he has others for we are not friends)...ahhhh

i miss him... i really do..i couldn't stop typing! about my feelings towards him!

i don't know i had a few relationships but his impact still lingers! is he my first love? maybe...is he my true love? i dont know. i just can't forget those eyes! i can still imagine those lips hayyyyy....

all our moments together are my most memorable...

he made me warched and appreciate broadway films more...his even one of the reason why i persistentky study theater more...i love RENT because of him! i love greenwhich pizza because of him! i started to read poetry and he influenced me in writing literaries...

hay....

i don't know what to say...

we met at gateway.. feb.15 2005, we wtached the opening of BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN its weird kasi we didn't talk that much during the movie but there are times when we tried to hold each others hands... its so cute kinikilig ako ngayon...his may friend pala in one of those first LGBT networking sites. anyways that date led to another we ate at cibo! he treated me! he introduced me to a green grape shake that up to now its the only drink i ordered everytime i dine in cibo.

since then i visit him....even if my gap seniors are a bit mad cause i wanted to go home early...during that time i was in training, for i will run for a local council,

during those times i prayed continously to God to allow me to have this "relationship" last long. for i believe that i want him..i need him... i even prayed that its okay for me to loose in the election just to make that particular request happend.

but i believe that things are meant to happen its already planned! ergggggg!!!

i hate this.. i can't believe that im about to cry now, wait stop!

i just miss him!

and so the night came, and d worst thing that could ever happen to me, then, was he saying goodbye to me! i was so hurt! i cried the whole night and it was the night after the result of the election! which i believe all of you knew that i lost...

life sucks!

it sucks big time! i lost my fight for just 30+ votes and i lost my "special" friend who showed me how to fall in love...

i had a talked with our outgoing ad and one of the closest of my buddy....

i told her our story and i know she feels for me. i even told her that i want to take a leave in school and jjust stay at home... i know a bit crazy but can you blame me.. i lost the election...and i lost the one i love?...and i was 1st year then!


days passed
weeks ended

i pretended to be okay.. i pretended to move on...

god! i soo miss him now!
when i'm stressed i continously watched the RENT copy that i have...

seasons of love- is i believe "our" theme song for him!

i'm pausing now to get a drink...

hay..........

...
...

years came.. i still smiles everytime i had a chance to see something that reminds me of him!

iba siya...iba talaga!

now that i saw him again kahit pic lang... nauulit lahat.. gusto kong balikan!
that night when we bid goodbye... i cried you cried.. i know that its real...its sincere...sabi ko nga sayo diba ayaoko ng umiiyak ka! ayoko ng nakakadama ka ng sakit.. kasi mas ako ang nasasaktan..remember the neclace? you made me a poem out of it its in one of my networking sites do you still have it? we both laugh because it doesn't fit your neck.. but its okay i saw you smile when you received it...
...
to your friends can you give me naman some updates about him...i just want to know..HEHE
and please be quiet nahihiya kasi ko..
...

AND TO YOU, so if you happend to stumble upon this post or a friend will show this to you, pasensiya kana...senti lang hehe and i just want to say that i miss you...and thank you that you're one of the reasons why i happened to know LOVE

happiness here i come!

...So far so GOOD sa bagong trabajo!
So far... BONGGA!

So far... pwedeng TUMAWA!
So far... pwedeng KUMANTA! ahaha...
So far... pwedeng... MAGING AKO!
So far... na aAT HOME AKO!
so far... mukhang magiging HAPPY AKO!

...sana tuloy- tuloy na!

Happy-ness is next to Productive-ness

UPDATE 05/15 -09:56AM: AS IN NGAYONG MGA ORAS NA ITO!

PAPIPIRMAHIN NA KAMI NG KONTRATA!!!
AT HINDI AKO PIPIRMA!

the call that changes my PRESENT SITUATION!

location asa Bluewave near MOA

time around 3-4pm

in between starbucks and pizzahut, oculars for the plasma TV ads

2 missed calls received

bzzz...bzzzz...bzz...bz...(vibrate mode)

makikitang aalis at iiwan ang 2 kasamahan sa lamesa ni mrs.j

mrs.j: HELLO?

girl: IS THIS mrs.j? (syempre name withheld anu!)

mrs.j: YES?! WHO IS THIS?

girl: WE ARE FROM FILSTAR DISTRIBUTORS CORPORATION WE ARE JUST CALLING TO ASK IF YOUR STILL AVAILABLE? WE HAVE AGAIN AN OPENING FOR A COMMUNICATIONS ASSISTANT POST?

mrs.j: AH... MHMMM...EHH...ITEXT KO PO KAYO...AHH...EHH MEETING PO KASI KO NOW...

babalik sa kinauupuan- balisa at nagiisip,

...iniisip ni mrs.j na ito na kung ito na ba ang pagkakataon o papalampasin nia pa ba?

makikitang magtetext si mrs.j sa babaing tumawag...

mrs.j: PWEDE PO AKO SA MONDAY, AT PWEDE AKONG PUMUNTA SA OFFICE NIO TOMORROW TO GET THE LIST OF REQUIREMENTS, ILL DO AND GIVE MY BEST PO...

nagdadalawang isip siya kung isesend ba o hindi...

message SENT!

lumipas ang mga oras...wala padin sagot ang babae

pauwi na si mrs.j ng biglang

bzzz...bzzzz...bzz...bz...(vibrate mode)

girl: OKAY, GO TO OUR OFFICE TOMORROW AFTERNOON TO GET THE REQUIREMENTS, SEE YAH.

...makikitang ngigiti si mrs.j at parang nakakahinga na ng maluwag halata paring nagiisip at nagpapalano ng kanyang susunod na gagawin.may kaba at takot. but still thinking that finally HE CAN BE HIMSELF and HOPEFULLY HE CAN BE HAPPY.

NAIIYAK ako at NAHIHIRAPAN

hindi madali ang aking mga

desisyung ginagawa sa mga panahong ito

tulungan akong magdasal upang mas lalaong

maliwanagan. matapos na sana ito...gusto ko lang namang MAGTRABAHO!