ingittera!

...it pays to be inggitera! ahaha!!! kahit mukhang nadaan ko sa pilit :P

...ala bryan boy...salamat kumareng KISS THE BITCH

Quote to Quote

...some thing to think about...
got this from a fellow blogger --> RONeiluke

Albert Camus once wrote, "Blessed are the hearts that can bend. They shall never be broken." But I wonder.... If there's no breaking, then there's no healing. And if there's no healing, then there is no learning. And if there's no learning, then there's no struggle. But the struggle is a part of life, so must all hearts be broken ?...

--lucas scott

sana nagBACKOUT sa BLACKOUT!

CHAKA! walang kasing CHAKA!...translation...PANGET!

muli na naman nagsanib ang mga kafatid sa pananamplataya! sarado ang mga parlor sa kamynilaan at ang mga bars mukhang wla pang laman! bakit? dahil dito! un nah!

...fresh from Araneta C. in Cubao, me and my friends are there to witness this "every-two" years event of if NOT the but ONE of THE most successful clothing chain in the country or should i say in Asia?

Every 2 years Su Yen Corporation, a company known for the following brands:

a. CELIO
b. Kashieca
c. Oishi
d. Human
e. Bench

had been producing fashion shows for the brand that made stars like RICHARD GOMEZ, JOMARI YLLANA, WENDELL RAMOS and DIETHER OCAMPO to name a few became a household nme and an established celebrity. I'm talking about the brand BENCH/.

now on its 4th or 5th year i think they once again produced another fashion show themed:

"BLACKOUT"

...with again fab billboards, effective promo, posters and releases that made all the sangkabadingans go to every bench outlets and demand for the ticket. every fashion show you'll surely compare it with the previous year kasi iba ng iba! bongga kung bongga talaga! nakakaloka...but this year, i was...ahmmm how should i say it? ahmmm hmmmm...aahhh...ehhhh
some what?!...hmmmph...errr.... okay fine...erghhh... basta ANG CHAKA CHAKA NIYA! PROMISE!

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Bench Fashion shows have been dubbed as THE "Victoria's Secret fashion show" of the Philippines, but what happen? here are my breakdown/summary of the show...

*late- pinoy time fine!
*set- ito ang unang kakabog sayo..infairness they went sa minimalist simpleng white ramp stage and high ladder plus irritating White panels at top and an alien-ship like circles "i-dont-know-its purpose" looking display above.
*panels are way low audience located at the upper section like me cannot see the mother panel board located in the middle of the stage.
*blinding lights- which is normal naman pero you know the feeling na parang its not effective?

Show Proper:

i read an article that the flow of the program is like this:

OPENING: DINGDONG DANTES
MIDDLE PART: RICHARD GUTIERREZ
FINALE: PIOLO PASCUAL

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeengkkkkkkkkk! NOT TRUE!,

... it started with the music which i believe, i think? eh to estblish the vibe, the feel of the event why did i say so? ang oa kasi sa tagal ng music na pinatugtog! then models came...tapos abs cbn's precious love team kim and gerald opened the show with kim in a cute kimono type top and colored jeans (i cant remmber the color) with umbrella-infairness shes pretty! while gerald in his army type green pants and a "this- is-not-a coat-wait-it-is-a-coat-i-think?" top. tapos models again...tapos stars like john pratts, reyver cruz...and others ramped their way in the stage without me understanding the blockings...mukhang ganun ata talaga ang instruction sa kanila...tapos hmmm ano pa ba? wait to make this short eto nalang...sidelights of the show:

- sarah geronimo was there muntik siyang nadulas dahil sa trail ng outfit nia.
- jake cuenca matapos magkambyo sa mga nakaraang fashion shows e nagpakita ng butt nia (naka-t-bak si kuya sa loob ng jumper type na damit nia!)
- magaling maglakad si bubbles paraiso.
- ang sarap ni sam! yun na! no more explanation btw parang xtra lang siya ang bilis...
- naghubad si rafael rossel!
- ang daming fans ni robby of pbb teen plus kaysa sa grand winner na si ej falcon
- baklang bakla si enchong dee!
- si mr. ust david chua...balot na balot...bayan!
- mas madami ang male models kaysa girls
- may dance number na mali mali ang mga male models in their nudes silang lahat!
- panalo ang mga headdress ito lang ata nagustuhan ko at ang avp.
- kamukha daw ni francine si aiai d.
- nakasisilaw ang kaputian ni ruffa mae
- magaling rumampa si priscilla maerellis (ms. earth 05 o 06?)
- ang payat at josa ni angelica p.!
- si wendell- boring di nia natapatan un mga dati nia, si jomari ahhhh nagpatawa?
- diether gosh..perfect body talaga!
- rica p. in her fierce hairstyle..
-madaming butt exposure na kahit ikaw na ang pinaka ma-el na babae o bading magsasawa ka na!
- mas pinalakpakan si dingdong kaysa kay richard gutierrez
- magugulat ka na tapos na, at mamumutawi sa iyong bibig na..."un lang?!" at sisigaw ng "chaka!"
- may new crush pala si ron of be bench runner up! laki... un nah!
- si jay-r? hmmm andun siya somewhere...

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sori...ang taas kasi ng expectation ko..and i like the concept i thought bench is setting again a trend where in color is out! black and white is in! pansinin sa lahat ng stores diba? tapos ganun ang nangyari?! gawd... sayang... magulo ang blockings, boring walang energy...basag ang music... gone are the days na may live musical accompaniments at alive na alive mga models at artista...
sayang di achieve ang concept...sayang hindi handa...parang gustong mairaos lang...

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i'm sure Ben Chan is not happy with it too...i know mr. Lozada- director, your not happy with it too...richard gomez and lucy t. salamat at di na kayo rumampa...pero atleast you stayed till the end unlike the couple kris a. and james y., sayang talaga it could have been better...mas onti din artista this time...hay... CHAKA talaga i'm sorry! bumawi kayo ng bongga next fashion show! eefort ba ko ng ganito if its not true?! i came kasi not just for the bodies...wel siguro fine oo na! 50% of it! pero ba naman the other half e for the SHOW! better luck next time!

FOR PICS CLICK THIS LINK

anung PAYONG ka?

...tag ulan nanaman...kakatapos lang ng bagyong frank na sumira sa madaming kabuhayan at kabahayan...at dahil rainy season na ulit... uso nanaman ang UMBRELLA!

...umbrella by RIHANNA grabe isa ata ito sa single nia na nagpa high status sa 1/4 pinay na ito, originally nga daw dapat si MARY J. BLIGE ang song na ito...iniyawan ni ate mo! buti nalang! at as far as i'm conccern ito na rin ata ang kanta na may pinaka maraming version! mga amateur at professional na wit sikat eh nakanta na ito...pero syempre papahuli ba naman ang mga sikat?! gusto nio ng pweba?

syempre... RIHANNA muna!

medio slow muna tayo, MANDY MOORE pasok!

di pa natahimik si RIHANNA sinama pa si CHRIS BROWN!

naku isang disturbing na ROCK VERSION from VANILLA SKY...

papahuli ba ang mga BAKLA? go ateng Britney Houston!

narinig ko na din ang babaeng everywhere! KC!

at syempre anu ba?!
makukumpleto ba ang mga versions ng
walang PINOY?!

ewan ko nalang...
di kaba naumay? di ako
magtataka kung magkakaUMBRELLAng
ALIEN version!
*salamat pla sa YOUTUBE

whats my SECRET?

natural na sa tao ang maglihim...
para maitago ang pangit...
para pagtakpan ang kakulangan...
para umiwas sa mga usapan
para sa tahimik na buhay...
para di makasakit...
pra matapos na lang...
para itago ang baho...

my officemates told me about this...
i m amazed by it...the guy behind the idea is really genius...something new plus the mystery and creativity that come with it...

the "posting of secrets" is a form of release...Frank began this idea by posting ads in
their local newspapers and from then on secrets began to fly...
...for 3 years he had
been receiving post cards from anonymous senders who wanted to share
a part of their soul.

its a site dedicated to everyone and anyone who wanted to share their secrets without revealing their identity...
first i found it odd but upon watching the VIDEO i understand that he is actually helping people...

There are two Kinds of Secrets:

Those who keep from others.
and those we hide from ourselves.
-Frank

LINKS:
www. postsecret.com
-actual site
http://postsecrettribute.multiply.com
-collection of secrets

XoXo,

GAWD! I MISS YOU!

...ngayon lang ako magshashare ng ganito pagpasensiyahan nio na
...pabugso bugso ang aking damdamin
this maybe the story na forever kong itetreasure...
so far this is MY LOVE STORY

i dont know what to say...

im just allowing my feelings to flow...yuck medio emo...senti mode po ako..

its been like what? 4 years? but i still feel the same feelings. parang kahapon lang siya pero bat ganito pa din ang ang dating niya sakin...nagyon lang ako magshare nito actually iba ang pakiramdam ko...

i've been visiting some multiply page of my contacts and i stumbled upon my buddy's account...for the reason that i know his bday is getting near so i wanted to say hi...and eventually it led me to see his pics...i saw common faces...people i knew from school, from my extra curricular activities... i saw pics from his trips pix with kuya martin and all...until i saw this particular set of album where in, i saw his closest friends i believe that its a celebration last march and.....................................

pffft!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i saw him! and ayun nanumbalik ang lahat...

i tried to look for his link kahit pa sobrang kabado ako...i saw it na before pero wala pa siyang laman and now that i believe it has contents na...i tried to open it...pero honestly im hesitant una because i know he will see me and eventually he can visit my page. we haven't communicate since we parted when i was in my later year during my 1st year in ust... he studied in ue...i dont know if he graduated already but his taking up nursing. his one fine man. got values and a guy you wouldn't be ashamed of telling the whole world that this guy is something and that you love him.

wahhhhhhhhhh...agrgg.......... i'm getting to emotional already...so moving on.

i gathered all my strength and eventually i clicked his link..and there it seems like his been active sa multiply for his last login states that he just logged out form his acct. i saw an album just a single one (i'm not sure if he has others for we are not friends)...ahhhh

i miss him... i really do..i couldn't stop typing! about my feelings towards him!

i don't know i had a few relationships but his impact still lingers! is he my first love? maybe...is he my true love? i dont know. i just can't forget those eyes! i can still imagine those lips hayyyyy....

all our moments together are my most memorable...

he made me warched and appreciate broadway films more...his even one of the reason why i persistentky study theater more...i love RENT because of him! i love greenwhich pizza because of him! i started to read poetry and he influenced me in writing literaries...

hay....

i don't know what to say...

we met at gateway.. feb.15 2005, we wtached the opening of BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN its weird kasi we didn't talk that much during the movie but there are times when we tried to hold each others hands... its so cute kinikilig ako ngayon...his may friend pala in one of those first LGBT networking sites. anyways that date led to another we ate at cibo! he treated me! he introduced me to a green grape shake that up to now its the only drink i ordered everytime i dine in cibo.

since then i visit him....even if my gap seniors are a bit mad cause i wanted to go home early...during that time i was in training, for i will run for a local council,

during those times i prayed continously to God to allow me to have this "relationship" last long. for i believe that i want him..i need him... i even prayed that its okay for me to loose in the election just to make that particular request happend.

but i believe that things are meant to happen its already planned! ergggggg!!!

i hate this.. i can't believe that im about to cry now, wait stop!

i just miss him!

and so the night came, and d worst thing that could ever happen to me, then, was he saying goodbye to me! i was so hurt! i cried the whole night and it was the night after the result of the election! which i believe all of you knew that i lost...

life sucks!

it sucks big time! i lost my fight for just 30+ votes and i lost my "special" friend who showed me how to fall in love...

i had a talked with our outgoing ad and one of the closest of my buddy....

i told her our story and i know she feels for me. i even told her that i want to take a leave in school and jjust stay at home... i know a bit crazy but can you blame me.. i lost the election...and i lost the one i love?...and i was 1st year then!


days passed
weeks ended

i pretended to be okay.. i pretended to move on...

god! i soo miss him now!
when i'm stressed i continously watched the RENT copy that i have...

seasons of love- is i believe "our" theme song for him!

i'm pausing now to get a drink...

hay..........

...
...

years came.. i still smiles everytime i had a chance to see something that reminds me of him!

iba siya...iba talaga!

now that i saw him again kahit pic lang... nauulit lahat.. gusto kong balikan!
that night when we bid goodbye... i cried you cried.. i know that its real...its sincere...sabi ko nga sayo diba ayaoko ng umiiyak ka! ayoko ng nakakadama ka ng sakit.. kasi mas ako ang nasasaktan..remember the neclace? you made me a poem out of it its in one of my networking sites do you still have it? we both laugh because it doesn't fit your neck.. but its okay i saw you smile when you received it...
...
to your friends can you give me naman some updates about him...i just want to know..HEHE
and please be quiet nahihiya kasi ko..
...

AND TO YOU, so if you happend to stumble upon this post or a friend will show this to you, pasensiya kana...senti lang hehe and i just want to say that i miss you...and thank you that you're one of the reasons why i happened to know LOVE

si PIP ang tumalo kay FLOW, FLIP at NIP!

..ang MISS UNIVERSE 2008 ay kakaiba,
sabi nga ni LYKA B. may mga FLOW ( <--click the link to see)...

pero di lang FLOW ang meron, meron ding FLIP...

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FLIP sa...left

FLIP sa...right

at syempre eto pa!

FLIP sa kanila

and meron pa...

may hihirit daw, di nga lang FLIP kundi pasilip ng NIP!

pero for me ito na ang kakabog kay FLOW, FLIP at NIP siya si...

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TITO

..."PIP"

PAALALA: ANG MGA LARAWAN AY NAGMULA SA

IBA'T IBANG FORUMS AT MGA SITES NG MISS UNIVERSE COVERAGE

MARAMING SALAMAT!

will JEN make it?

...last night was the preliminaries for MISS UNIVERSE 2008

and here is PHILIPPINES performance

EVENING GOWN COMPETITION
(lahat ata ng sang kabadingan sa mga forums HATE ang gown! ikaw ba?)




SWIMSUIT COMPETITION
(yellow! love it, GO THOMASIAN!)

WILL SHE MAKE THEN?

o ito ang kakabog?

caloy

...Makinig ka po...
Umayaos ka, mahirap yan...
di maganda kung palagi mong di naiintindihan.

P.S...katatapos lang ng event ko!
at pagod pa ko, ibang binyag ito!

love ACTUALLY...

katatapos lang ng GAY PRIDE, gingawa natin siya every year to show that we EXIST, that they need to RESPECT us, that they need to ACCEPT us...

naisip ko lang, nakakalungkot isipin na minsan TAYO pa mismo ang humahadlang sa mga pagnanais nating ito...

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sabi ni MO twister sa kanyang morning show, yes palagi akong nakikinig sa kanila ni grace lee at mojojojo, manila is the GAY capital of the world...every 15seconds you'll see a gay...in all places merong BAKLA...all types o all kinds...

agree naman ako dun ng dumating ata ang millenium bug...naalala nio yun? yung sinabi nilang bug nasisira sa mga program ng techonology...kesho hanggang 1999 lang ang mga softwares chu chu...mali ata sila sa pagconclude dito...kasi alam naman nating di siya natuloy...bat pako nakakapagblog ngayon diba?! so ang bug na yon ay...

ang BUG-la! BUG-la!
...
...
getz?

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sa mall...

oa tayong mamansin 2 lalaking magkasama, ako kasi napapaisip agad magkapatid ba o magjowa?!

sa itsura...

pagnakapink,skinny,makinis na parang foundation day at mga emo look na buhok...di natin iisiping lalaki ito di uso ang dating bekham satin...uso ang dating pamhinta...
at tayong mga anak ng dios...manlalait na parang wala ng bukas! to think kauri ang mga iyon...ka federation...

ang lupet!

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sa paghahanap ng partner...

kung ang babae laging tinatanung ng kanyang standards, ang usual answer ay:

1. mabait
2. responsable
3. tapat
4. irerespeto ako
5. may takot sa dios
so on and so forth...

sa babae iyon eh sa mga tulad natin:

bawal effem...bawal loud...no chubs...dapat gym fit...
dapat ganito dapat ganyan...bawal kang ganito...kasi ganyan...
etcetera etcetera...and the list goes on and on and on...

masyadong choosy!
daig pa ang babae!

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sa mismong pagibig

grabe...dipa enough ang mga standards may mga barriers pa tayo ewan para sa protection? to what?! eh parepareho naman tayo diba?
...lately i've been trying to "get to know" myself yes parang antanda ko na pero anu itong pinagsasabi ko! ewan ko din hehe...siguro kasi dahil matagal tagal nakong single eh pakiramdam ko handa na kong muli...its just struck me now na talaga palang iba tayo kung makapuna sa mga kapwa nating BAKLA..ewan ko ba pero nakakagulat na hindi talaga tayo comfortable sa kapwa natin...i mean sa aspeto ng pag ibig.

mangilan ngilan lamang ang tanggap pero mas marami ang ayaw...bakit ba ayaw natin?
bakit ba ayaw natin sa effem?
bakit ba ayaw sa chub?
bakit ayaw natin sa loud?

dahil ba pang friends lang sila? take note sa pinas lang ang ganito ha...i saw the documentary of I-WITNESS on gays and lesbian marriages sa san fran. at isa duon ang pinoy na si thage...baklang mataba na long hair at astang babae...ikakasal siya sa isang brazillian guy...hay...

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nalulungkot ako kasi apektado ako... aaminin ko naman isa rin ako sa mga ganyan ang paguugali kung minsan, pero im trying to change it...sana lang dumating ulit ang isa pang BUG na siyang magpapagising sa atin na sa huli tayo tayo din. pagibig na nanaman ito diba? walang batas sa pagibig!

mahirap na nga maging BAKLA, masakit kung punahin at kutyain pero mas masakit ata kung ang gagawa ay ating kauri o kapwa
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